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iwanttodie019

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May 4, 2025
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1)Is it SN+antimetics?
2)How to get them?
3)How much would it cost?
4)Where to get the research articles which explains in detail on how to commit suicide via SN + antimetics?
5)If i start researching from today,how long would it take before i am able to successfully go through with the process of suicide?like how many months?
 
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Withered

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Apr 9, 2025
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1) No.
2) Buy them.
3) Depends from whom you get them.
4) No such article exists.
5) Depends on how competent and committed you are.
 
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Are opioids common in India? I know Afghanistan is common for Heroin but not sure about its neighbors. My guess would probably be any strong opioid that you'd find if it's easy to find.

SN would be near painless as far as I know it can be uncomfortable but that's it. You can read the Peaceful pill ehandbook they list a source in the SN section that is still running till this day.

If you choose to go with opioids then it can range from $50-$100. With SN I'm pretty sure this source sells it for a hundred dollars.
If you want to learn how to do it with SN then you can read the suicide resources on here or read the SN section in the PPEH. Articles won't tell you anything regarding suicide.

 
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iwanttodie019

Experienced
May 4, 2025
213
1) No.
2) Buy them.
3) Depends from whom you get them.
4) No such article exists.
5) Depends on how competent and committed you are.
1)then which one
2)from where
3)still a rough estimate?
4)in sanctioned suicide also,no such article exists?
5)still a rough estimate?
Are opioids common in India? I know Afghanistan is common for Heroin but not sure about its neighbors. My guess would probably be any strong opioid that you'd find if it's easy to find.

SN would be near painless as far as I know it can be uncomfortable but that's it. You can read the Peaceful pill ehandbook they list a source in the SN section that is still running till this day.

If you choose to go with opioids then it can range from $50-$100. With SN I'm pretty sure this source sells it for a hundred dollars.
If you want to learn how to do it with SN then you can read the suicide resources on here or read the SN section in the PPEH. Articles won't tell you anything regarding suicide.

can you answer the 5th point?
 
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Withered

Student
Apr 9, 2025
105
1)then which one
2)from where
3)still a rough estimate?
4)in sanctioned suicide also,no such article exists?
5)still a rough estimate?

can you answer the 5th point?
1) Gun.
2) Explicitly against the rules here and against my morals.
3) 100 USD.
4) There are threads with some detail here.
5) I can give you a range: one week to never.
 
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iwanttodie019

Experienced
May 4, 2025
213
1) Gun.
2) Explicitly against the rules here and against my morals.
3) 100 USD.
4) There are threads with some detail here.
5) I can give you a range: one week to never.
i am scared of using gun or train because of pain.I want it to be painless.
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
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You probably need to read through the forum a bit if you're really looking for a way out.
 
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iwanttodie019

Experienced
May 4, 2025
213
1) Gun.
2) Explicitly against the rules here and against my morals.
3) 100 USD.
4) There are threads with some detail here.
5) I can give you a range: one week to never.
1) Gun.
2) Explicitly against the rules here and against my morals.
3) 100 USD.
4) There are threads with some detail here.
5) I can give you a range: one week to never.
within 1 week, are you sure?
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You probably need to read through the forum a bit if you're really looking for a way out.
 
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mossrabbit

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Member
Apr 12, 2025
99

This page is really helpful in terms of SN experiences, outside of the SN Bible, which will explain protocol and methodology.
 
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iwanttodie019

Experienced
May 4, 2025
213

This page is really helpful in terms of SN experiences, outside of the SN Bible, which will explain protocol and methodology.
can you answer 5?
 
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mossrabbit

Member
Apr 12, 2025
99
can you answer 5?
5 is completely dependant on how you approach this process, and on many, many personal factors. Most don't know they will be ready until CTB is imminent. Survival instinct, your ability to prepare, setting/finding appropriate privacy, resources, are all factors. If you're not sure when you might be ready, a stranger on the internet especially won't.
 
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iwanttodie019

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May 4, 2025
213
5 is completely dependant on how you approach this process, and on many, many personal factors. Most don't know they will be ready until CTB is imminent. Survival instinct, your ability to prepare, setting/finding appropriate privacy, resources, are all factors. If you're not sure when you might be ready, a stranger on the internet especially can't.
still if you had to give a rough estimate/range?
 
mossrabbit

mossrabbit

Member
Apr 12, 2025
99
still if you had to give a rough estimate/range?
There is absolutely no way for me to know your settings, chosen method, what aquiring materials would look like for you, etc.

It sounds like you're in distress and unsure about a lot of things. Keep reading up on things here and give yourself some grace. These are questions that should be turned inward that no one can fully answer for you.
 
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DazaiIsLost

Member
May 28, 2025
6
SN is pretty easy to order online, the problem for me is getting antiemetic. Reglan requires a prescription and I can't any other OTC ones that are dopamine blocker as well
 
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Kali_Yuga13

Warlock
Jul 11, 2024
745
SN is pretty easy to order online, the problem for me is getting antiemetic. Reglan requires a prescription and I can't any other OTC ones that are dopamine blocker as well
The OP is in India where many of the online pharmacies don't require a Rx for AE's. I'm not sure what's going on with the OP but if they're asking to be hand-held through every single step of the process from sourcing to completion something's amiss. They only have 8 posts.
 
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idontwanttosuffer

I am hopelessly in love with a memory. An echo.
May 25, 2025
82
You can visit any of the therapists and say that you can't sleep/depressed for benzos and rest can be gotten very easily.

SN cam be procured easily too. You would need a week max. Also, google can be your friend.

In regards to your research efficiency, others cant give you an estimate as it's not possible at all. I'm from India too btw.
 
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iwanttodie019

Experienced
May 4, 2025
213
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SN is pretty easy to order online, the problem for me is getting antiemetic. Reglan requires a prescription and I can't any other OTC ones that are dopamine blocker as

SN is pretty easy to order online, the problem for me is getting antiemetic. Reglan requires a prescription and I can't any other OTC ones that are dopamine blocker as well
how to order SN online?
You can visit any of the therapists and say that you can't sleep/depressed for benzos and rest can be gotten very easily.

SN cam be procured easily too. You would need a week max. Also, google can be your friend.

In regards to your research efficiency, others cant give you an estimate as it's not possible at all. I'm from India too btw.
so a few weeks to a month?
The OP is in India where many of the online pharmacies don't require a Rx for AE's. I'm not sure what's going on with the OP but if they're asking to be hand-held through every single step of the process from sourcing to completion something's amiss. They only have 8 posts.
what do you mean by something is amiss?Can you clarify that?
You probably need to read through the forum a bit if you're really looking for a way out.
give me resources/link?
 
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iwanttodie019

Experienced
May 4, 2025
213
Are opioids common in India? I know Afghanistan is common for Heroin but not sure about its neighbors. My guess would probably be any strong opioid that you'd find if it's easy to find.

SN would be near painless as far as I know it can be uncomfortable but that's it. You can read the Peaceful pill ehandbook they list a source in the SN section that is still running till this day.

If you choose to go with opioids then it can range from $50-$100. With SN I'm pretty sure this source sells it for a hundred dollars.
If you want to learn how to do it with SN then you can read the suicide resources on here or read the SN section in the PPEH. Articles won't tell you anything regarding suicide.

what is opoids?
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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what is opoids?
A class of drugs that come from the opium poppy plant or just drugs that give off same effects. Heroin, Fentanyl, Hydrocodone, Codeine, Morphine, and many more. They all bind to the opioid receptors in the brain inducing extreme feelings of pleasure and euphoria. When taken at a large dose, a person will fall unconscious and the drug will depress the respiratory system. Basically you'd fall asleep and forget to breathe while you're asleep.
 
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iwanttodie019

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May 4, 2025
213
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A class of drugs that come from the opium poppy plant or just drugs that give off same effects. Heroin, Fentanyl, Hydrocodone, Codeine, Morphine, and many more. They all bind to the opioid receptors in the brain inducing extreme feelings of pleasure and euphoria. When taken at a large dose, a person will fall unconscious and the drug will depress the respiratory system. Basically you'd fall asleep and forget to breathe while you're asleep.
that sounds like a euphoric way to die;better than painless;how to get opoids in India?how difficult is it?
 
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that sounds like a euphoric way to die;better than painless;how to get opoids in India?how difficult is it?
darknet markets or on the streets if you know a dealer. Look more into that on the opioid megathread on here.
 

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