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Spectre

I am serious about not taking things seriously
Nov 27, 2023
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I am looking for something that doesn't cause substance abuse problems, but one that calms my OCD thoughts and the powerful emotions surrounding them. I know the neuropathways affected are mostly GABA receptors. Is there a good drug option that works in this kind of direction?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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I am not a doctor or professional of any kind, but I'd like to offer my personal experience here, if you don't mind.

I've had OCD for as long as I can remember. It's 24/7 in my brain--counting and tracking and correcting numbers and letters. I chew my nails obsessively, nearly every waking moment and it's driven by the OCD, by needing perfection, why is there a rough spot, let me bite that off... And it goes to the point of bleeding sometimes. It hurts incredibly, but I can't stop.

All kinds of psych meds have never helped it at all.

But once, I was put on topiramate for seizures. It all stopped. Vanished. It was surreal, my mind was empty. My fingernails grew for the first time in over 30 years. It was fucking wild. But I encountered a dangerous side effect, I started having physical tics and spasms that I couldn't control and was taken off of it--the right decision, but heartbreaking. All of the Hell of my OCD rituals and obsessions returned.
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
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I am looking for something that doesn't cause substance abuse problems, but one that calms my OCD thoughts and the powerful emotions surrounding them. I know the neuropathways affected are mostly GABA receptors. Is there a good drug option that works in this kind of direction?
Hi, I'm a pharm student and I'd like to throw my two cents here.

I was focused on researching about your OCD first since that's your diagnosis (at least the one being mentioned here). I found this paper that talks about OCD treatment in general:


One thing that's weird for me is that z-drugs like zopiclone isn't necessarily used as therapy on OCD. Perhaps its kinda focused on its anxiety symptoms (?). And also, did you have any medicine used with zopiclone in your life? I'd definitely need more information before making a judgement on this one.