In the hospital again...

[TheYounger]

I'm very tired of this life. I think I'm going to commit suicide after this hospital stay. Will probably end up being in hospital for about 3 weeks or so. After that I'm gonna go through with it. This shit isn't fun anymore. Got about 20+ grams of sodium Azide prepared in water. Been thinking about this far too long. It's really time to go.

 

[fox21132113]

I'm sorry friend :( what lead you to the hospital if you don't mind me asking

 

[TheYounger]

I'm sorry friend :( what lead you to the hospital if you don't mind me asking

Mainly suicidal ideation. I've been having problems with an ex gf and have been dealing with severe depression for these last two years also.

 

[Peachycherry]

I'm really sorry it's got to that point. Do you think the hospital stay could make you change your mind, or at least improve your mental state a bit? I've been thinking on and off about committing myself to an hospital, but with all the bad psych ward stories here, I'm afraid it'll make myself consider ctb even more. Hope things go well for you there, please update us when you come back.

 

[fox21132113]

That depression will get you every time. I hope your stay is fast. I was always that person who stayed in their room and never attended groups. Argued with the staff and non compliant. What do they allow you to do in there?

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Does sound horrible, sorry you're in this situation bro