shinitai_sh0jo
Is it so selfish to want to feel a little better?
- Dec 30, 2023
- 102
I have an accessible route for me to follow if I really decide to commit ctb this year or next year, but I'm always feeling indecisive about something specific: suicide letters/notes.
I feel like I have things I'd like to try to explain to some ppl who are important to me, but at the same time I feel like it wouldn't be enough. I'm honestly not sure, since is something I've always felt doubtful about...
Most people that I intended to let a letter or mention in the paper know of my suicidal ideation/thoughts, so it would be surprising but it wouldn't, at the same time.
Should I really start making one? Or just leave my phone unlocked for them to check whatever is inside? I honestly don't know, I'd appreciate any kind of thoughts about it.
I feel like I have things I'd like to try to explain to some ppl who are important to me, but at the same time I feel like it wouldn't be enough. I'm honestly not sure, since is something I've always felt doubtful about...
Most people that I intended to let a letter or mention in the paper know of my suicidal ideation/thoughts, so it would be surprising but it wouldn't, at the same time.
Should I really start making one? Or just leave my phone unlocked for them to check whatever is inside? I honestly don't know, I'd appreciate any kind of thoughts about it.