Discussion Impulsive thoughts

[fearmenot]

It's strange; many times thru out the day I often wish to myself that I had a gun so I could just blow my head off and end it already but then when I consider that I have SN in transit on its way to be delivered to me hopefully next week I sometimes find myself reconsidering.
Anyone else feel that way?

 

[Soulless Angel]

yea, similar, sometimes Ill be sat and I just wish I could press a button and not exist, it happens more often then I care to admit. Or if we are in a place were it's high (Jumping is my option) I just crave to go the edge and walk and never stop,