As we move closer to our own personal goal of leaving how does your mind cope or work?
For me I'm an extremely impulsive person so in this specific instance I switch to a dissociated state, I become very focused and methodical, I plan meticulously, I leave my emotions out of it and concentrate on the task in hand.
But the closer I move to the date, the more plans fall in to place I feel more emotional, it's like now the planning is done I can start feeling things as I get ready to say goodbye.
I think for me the control of the planning has to be unemotional, clinical,precise.
Buuut being an extremely empathic feeling person I don't want to leave without feeling, something, anything.
1 last meaningful emotional connection before the end but this time instead of it being with another human it just needs to be with myself, for 1 final moment before I go.
For me I'm an extremely impulsive person so in this specific instance I switch to a dissociated state, I become very focused and methodical, I plan meticulously, I leave my emotions out of it and concentrate on the task in hand.
But the closer I move to the date, the more plans fall in to place I feel more emotional, it's like now the planning is done I can start feeling things as I get ready to say goodbye.
I think for me the control of the planning has to be unemotional, clinical,precise.
Buuut being an extremely empathic feeling person I don't want to leave without feeling, something, anything.
1 last meaningful emotional connection before the end but this time instead of it being with another human it just needs to be with myself, for 1 final moment before I go.
