Venting Im weaning off my antidepressants and depression is so back I wanna die bruh

[intintint]

I took antidepressants and life didnt feel like constant suffering but now i got told it was a temporary thing and i should wean off, ive been doing that for the past few months and oh lord we re so back.
I wanna kms again.
Everything is suffering.
I hate my life.
I hate my job.
I hate myself
Fuck all this
I dont wanna be medicated all my life not to shoot myself

I should gather the balls and courage and finally fucking do it
Whats the point of all this shit bro

Like it all cycles back to this miserable deep suffering

I dont wanna do anything

I just wanna die

 

[literallynoone]

Why did they take you off?

 

[intintint]

Why did they take you off?

They said i was never supposed to take them forever and they made me gain some weight and stuff

 

[literallynoone]

They said i was never supposed to take them forever and they made me gain some weight and stuff

They didn't offer to prescribe you anything else? I'm lowkey kinda worried that's gonna happen to me too. I'm glad something medical worked well for you tho, that's a good sign I think

 

[intintint]

They didn't offer to prescribe you anything else? I'm lowkey kinda worried that's gonna happen to me too. I'm glad something medical worked well for you tho, that's a good sign I think

Nope lol they said yeh it worked now time to get off it and try rawdogging life. I dont wanna be medicated all my life just to exist though that sucks so idk what to do at all.

 

[literallynoone]

Nope lol they said yeh it worked now time to get off it and try rawdogging life. I dont wanna be medicated all my life just to exist though that sucks so idk what to do at all.

Fuck fr? That gets me kind of worried. What were you on?

 

[nightshade1]

I took antidepressants and life didnt feel like constant suffering but now i got told it was a temporary thing and i should wean off, ive been doing that for the past few months and oh lord we re so back.
I wanna kms again.
Everything is suffering.
I hate my life.
I hate my job.
I hate myself
Fuck all this
I dont wanna be medicated all my life not to shoot myself

I should gather the balls and courage and finally fucking do it
Whats the point of all this shit bro

Like it all cycles back to this miserable deep suffering

I dont wanna do anything

I just wanna die

If you don't like it without being on the antidepressants, go back on them.

 

[BioT3ch]

Some people say that once you get this illness, you have to take medication for life. It's hard to imagine how powerless modern medicine can be against mental illness. my depression got worse day by day.Maybe you should take your medicine regularly according to the instructions.

 

[Good night]

Speaking from personal experience – I've taken quite a few antidepressants and am currently on three – if you withdraw medication from someone with depression, you're effectively pushing them back down into the depths of a pit.

It's not just that many symptoms of depression return, but that brain chemistry becomes unregulated once more. I hope you've tapered off the medication gradually, because withdrawal symptoms can be really serious and far from pleasant (especially with venlafaxine).

On the other hand, at least for me – as someone who's hypersensitive – I start feeling everything all at once again, with everything that entails: anxiety attacks, panic attacks, the sound that pierces right through you…

Antidepressants make me feel much more emotionally flat, but I've stopped taking them several times – or they've been taken off me – and I've really struggled. I wouldn't recommend doing it at all, but it's up to each individual.