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Chems_Solution

Chems_Solution

CTB on December 1st
Oct 20, 2025
14
I finally found a Merck PA grade SN😭😭 I'm literally ripping off my wallet just to get money enough to buy it. I just want to post this to tell about my story😆 I couldn't wait tho, I'm planning to on December 1st but with this news, looks like i have to reschedule my plan, of course earlier compared to my plan. Wish me luck guys🤭🤭 Hope you guys the best😘
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I wish you good luck. May your package arrive safe and sound
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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Best of luck 👍

I guess I am very privileged to be in a country where I can get SN without sweating so much.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
135
I finally found a Merck PA grade SN😭😭 I'm literally ripping off my wallet just to get money enough to buy it. I just want to post this to tell about my story😆 I couldn't wait tho, I'm planning to on December 1st but with this news, looks like i have to reschedule my plan, of course earlier compared to my plan. Wish me luck guys🤭🤭 Hope you guys the best😘
Was your SN also 97% pro analysi too? The one I bought was with those specifications. I waited more than a month for it to arrive and the uncertainty of me actually getting my hands on it was driving me insane. When i finally got my hands on it I had a weird feeling of me holding it. I thought: this small bottle will finally be my exit ticket out of this world.
 
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Chems_Solution

Chems_Solution

CTB on December 1st
Oct 20, 2025
14
Was your SN also 97% pro analysi too? The one I bought was with those specifications. I waited more than a month for it to arrive and the uncertainty of me actually getting my hands on it was driving me insane. When i finally got my hands on it I had a weird feeling of me holding it. I thought: this small bottle will finally be my exit ticket out of this world.
Aww(๑•ᴗ•๑)♡ gosh, i have the same feeling too! I'm still in some sort of dilemma though, is it better to do it faster than my earlier plan or should i fill my bucket list first before going off😙😙
Best of luck 👍

I guess I am very privileged to be in a country where I can get SN without sweating so much.
Yeah! In my country it's quite a bit of a struggle to find PA grade though. I don't want an uncomfortable exit if i use technical grade one. Also it's mindbogglingly expensive 😭
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
135
Aww(๑•ᴗ•๑)♡ gosh, i have the same feeling too! I'm still in some sort of dilemma though, is it better to do it faster than my earlier plan or should i fill my bucket list first before going off😙😙

Yeah! In my country it's quite a bit of a struggle to find PA grade though. I don't want an uncomfortable exit if i use technical grade one. Also it's mindbogglingly expensive 😭
If you want my advice, don't do it faster. Do whatever is in your bucket list first. I plan on exiting via SN in 1-2 years and I'm curently spending my life savings rapidly. I'm a middle-class man, not a rich one, but because I spend money rapidly, I go and eat in the finest restaurants almost on a daily basis. Drink the best coffee, and I just bought myself an expensive phone. I want to live my life to the fullest in the last year or two I have remaining.
You could also issue many credit cards and max them all out. But I must warn you, if you don't CTB for whatever reason you will have a hard time paying back the debt or even face jail time, so this is risky and should be done with great caution. I'm not doing it, it's too risky.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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I don't want an uncomfortable exit if i use technical grade one. Also it's mindbogglingly expensive 😭
"Grade" of SN does not matter. It's still exactly the same chemical and will work the same way. The only thing that matters is purity.
 
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slapntickle

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Oct 28, 2025
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If you want my advice, don't do it faster. Do whatever is in your bucket list first. I plan on exiting via SN in 1-2 years and I'm curently spending my life savings rapidly. I'm a middle-class man, not a rich one, but because I spend money rapidly, I go and eat in the finest restaurants almost on a daily basis. Drink the best coffee, and I just bought myself an expensive phone. I want to live my life to the fullest in the last year or two I have remaining.
You could also issue many credit cards and max them all out. But I must warn you, if you don't CTB for whatever reason you will have a hard time paying back the debt or even face jail time, so this is risky and should be done with great caution. I'm not doing it, it's too risky.
Very sound advice! I wish you well and all the best in enjoying your life before your CBT. Sounds like you have the right idea. There are so many things I want to do too before I go, but alas I don't have the funds... and you're right about taking out loads of CCs - the debt is too toxic should my plans change. I'm not sure one can go to jail for debt though? At least not in Europe. I know in Dubai etc people actually do, which is terrifying to me.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
135
"Grade" of SN does not matter. It's still exactly the same chemical and will work the same way. The only thing that matters is purity.
In my country there are 3 grades of SN.


-First grade, the cheapest one. It's 99% pure, but those impurities can be God knows what, toxic metals, toxic substances, it is not guaranteed. Costs 25€ per kilogram (1000g). So 100g would cost you just 2,5€.

-Second grade, the medium costing option which I got. It's purity is equal or greater than 97% and it's called pro analysi quality. It has more impurities than the cheapest one, so now you are probably scratching your head, and ask yourself why is this one is more expensive than the previous mentioned 99%pure option when this one is 97% pure. Well, those 3% of impurities in this SN are inert elements that don't react with anything. Cost around 30€ per 100g

-Third grade, the extremely expensive one. Which has purity of 99,999% purity. The package is also made out of more hardened plastic. The previous two grade's package are made out of ordinary plastic. Cost around 370€ per 100g
 
Chems_Solution

Chems_Solution

CTB on December 1st
Oct 20, 2025
14
Very sound advice! I wish you well and all the best in enjoying your life before your CBT. Sounds like you have the right idea. There are so many things I want to do too before I go, but alas I don't have the funds... and you're right about taking out loads of CCs - the debt is too toxic should my plans change. I'm not sure one can go to jail for debt though? At least not in Europe. I know in Dubai etc people actually do, which is terrifying to me.
Thanks for the advice (≧▽≦)
If you want my advice, don't do it faster. Do whatever is in your bucket list first. I plan on exiting via SN in 1-2 years and I'm curently spending my life savings rapidly. I'm a middle-class man, not a rich one, but because I spend money rapidly, I go and eat in the finest restaurants almost on a daily basis. Drink the best coffee, and I just bought myself an expensive phone. I want to live my life to the fullest in the last year or two I have remaining.
You could also issue many credit cards and max them all out. But I must warn you, if you don't CTB for whatever reason you will have a hard time paying back the debt or even face jail time, so this is risky and should be done with great caution. I'm not doing it, it's too risky.
I'm planning not to be glamorous you know? I just wanted to experience little things i haven't really experienced in the past years of mdd, just like reading books i wanted to read, walking to the city park, watching Netflix, hanging out with my friends and family and stuff. Hope the best for your future plan though.
 
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