I'm very afraid to survive after the SN method.

[Wasabi]

Hi all. There was a terrible fear to survive after the use of SN. I don't know how to deal with it. Is a blood test enough? I'm at a dead end.

 

[Willto]

Hi all. There was a terrible fear to survive after the use of SN. I don't know how to deal with it. Is a blood test enough? I'm at a dead end.

Had the same feeling.

 

[FuneralCry]

So many people have succeeded with SN after all so it's a reliable method. I guess all that anyone can really do, is do their own research into the method to reduce their fears. There is a reason why so many people wish to obtain SN.

 

[HerculePoirot]

The issue here is probably not the lack of reliability of the method. If you manage to keep 25g inside for ten minutes, you are very unlikely to survive.

I'm afraid this thread is again a hidden form of SI question. Unfortunately I have no positive contribution to bring here, except perhaps this: try to arrange a partnership with someone you trust 100%.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

The issue here is probably not the lack of reliability of the method. If you manage to keep 25g inside for ten minutes, you are very unlikely to survive.

I'm afraid this thread is again a hidden form of SI question. Unfortunately I have no positive contribution to bring here, except perhaps this: try to arrange a partnership with someone you trust 100%.

two grams can be a lethal dose.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think we all share your concern- no matter the method really. There does always seem to be the exception to the rule who survives. Think all any of us can do is prepare and follow the guidelines as much as possible. I think you can do tests with aquarium kits also- so I want to do both that and the blood test (but as close to the time as possible really- think it's best to keep the SN sealed). That, meto and making up 2-3 drinks I'm hoping will be enough.

 

[BipolarExpress]

That's one of my primary worries. I have SN—I ordered it last month—but I haven't yet used it for several reasons. I have medications that will work as an antiemetic, I have all the materials to measure the dosages out, I've read Stan's guide repeatedly—but I'm still scared that I'll survive (either because the SN doesn't work or I end up chickening out and calling for help) and end up trapped in a hospital instead of escaping all this pain.

 

[ThereIsHelp]

Hi all. There was a terrible fear to survive after the use of SN. I don't know how to deal with it. Is a blood test enough? I'm at a dead end.

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[hungry_ghost]

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/sigh

 

[👁️👃👁️]

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I see your name is "ThereIsHelp" and what do you recommend the help is?

 

[damaged_soul]

I see your name is "ThereIsHelp" and what do you recommend the help is?

How did their application to join the site even get approved???
Honestly I'm getting tired of all these fearmongering SN threads. The people who post them are just severely afflicted by survival instinct and their brain is trying to come up with all sorts of crazy shit to prevent them from ctbing. And I totally sympathize with that, as I'm in the same boat myself, but I'm getting tired of the repeated posts and they could be discouraging to others who are trying to battle SI.

 

[gimzero]

Thats why i didnt try yet.

 

[EndlessDespair]

How did their application to join the site even get approved???
Honestly I'm getting tired of all these fearmongering SN threads. The people who post them are just severely afflicted by survival instinct and their brain is trying to come up with all sorts of crazy shit to prevent them from ctbing. And I totally sympathize with that, as I'm in the same boat myself, but I'm getting tired of the repeated posts and they could be discouraging to others who are trying to battle SI.

What did they say? I'm curious now

 

[Rounded Agony]

How did their application to join the site even get approved???
Honestly I'm getting tired of all these fearmongering SN threads. The people who post them are just severely afflicted by survival instinct and their brain is trying to come up with all sorts of crazy shit to prevent them from ctbing. And I totally sympathize with that, as I'm in the same boat myself, but I'm getting tired of the repeated posts and they could be discouraging to others who are trying to battle SI.

Maybe members who have been around the block should collectively decide to ignore this kind of stuff. There is tons of info about every method readily available without the search function at the top of the main subforum. Honestly this stuff should be forced onto new users' radar the first time they sign in imo, but I've already made a forum suggestion post about that and I'm sure nothing will come of it.

 

[makethepainstop]

Hi all. There was a terrible fear to survive after the use of SN. I don't know how to deal with it. Is a blood test enough? I'm at a dead end.

This is why I am going to spend a certain amount of time here to make sure I get the right directions and carry them out CORRECTLY! The whole point of CTB is to do it correctly, no slipshod work will suffice. Failure is not an option.

 

[Wasabi]

The issue here is probably not the lack of reliability of the method. If you manage to keep 25g inside for ten minutes, you are very unlikely to survive.

I'm afraid this thread is again a hidden form of SI question. Unfortunately I have no positive contribution to bring here, except perhaps this: try to arrange a partnership with someone you trust 100%.

Yes, SI affects me. Very good partnership idea. To be honest, it's not that easy.

I think we all share your concern- no matter the method really. There does always seem to be the exception to the rule who survives. Think all any of us can do is prepare and follow the guidelines as much as possible. I think you can do tests with aquarium kits also- so I want to do both that and the blood test (but as close to the time as possible really- think it's best to keep the SN sealed). That, meto and making up 2-3 drinks I'm hoping will be enough.

Excellent thinking. But I need to figure out where in my country I can buy aquarium kits.

That's one of my primary worries. I have SN—I ordered it last month—but I haven't yet used it for several reasons. I have medications that will work as an antiemetic, I have all the materials to measure the dosages out, I've read Stan's guide repeatedly—but I'm still scared that I'll survive (either because the SN doesn't work or I end up chickening out and calling for help) and end up trapped in a hospital instead of escaping all this pain.

I understand you very much! I have about the same problem. And it's so draining... I'm sorry you're in that situation. It gives a feeling of being locked up.