I'm utterly desperate to find a non-violent way to catch the bus

[yellow_butterfly]

I am too much of a coward to hang myself or jump in front of a train. I am not in America with access to guns. I am too much of a coward to do violent methods.

I don't own a car. I know one of my cousins used that method where he did something with the fuel tank and he fell asleep in his car. If I owned a car, that's what I would do.

I considered maybe a portable barbeque method with the gas method but then I read that sometimes that can fail and make you sick. Also I don't want to harm anyone else if they were to find me.
I do have e a fantastic location for this method. It's a nearby shed however it is a large shed. I was thinking about getting a pop up tent. But again location. I don't want to be seen lighting a barbeque there.

I wish I wasn't a coward for this.

I hate my life.

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE

 

[SadGirl]

First, you must calm down, and second, find the best method for you. If you really want to leave, there's the car method, which allows you to breathe in CO2. But if you don't have easy access to a car, you can light a barbecue or burn coals around you while lying surrounded by lit coals. You will inhale the smoke and die from CO2 poisoning. But this needs to be done properly, without anyone to disturb you. I hope you don't commit suicide, but rather get well. If you want to talk, I'm here. Embrace your peace.

 

[yellow_butterfly]

Meant to write non violent in my thread title

 

[penguinl0v3s]

SN or OD?

 

[eggsausagerice]

or OD?

recommending ODs is bad but mostly cause you need like hundreds of pills

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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[FuneralCry]

I understand, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and futile existence ever again, I also hate existing and I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to just peacefully cease existing, it's all so dreadful to me, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[kopebaldy]

recommending ODs is bad but mostly cause you need like hundreds of pills

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Lol they sell nembutal in safe dosage in my country and it takes like 2000 pills to meet the minimum lethal amount.

Everyday I thanks Akatosh for showing me this specific post first thing in this forum.

 

[happilyneverafter]

first off.. attempting suicide is a risk. If there is a 100% foolproof way for the average person to commit suicide then I'm yet to hear about it.( And I have researched different methods for decades). I know SN is a highly sought out method by many on this site but it seems to be pretty difficult to acquire now-a-days. Personally, from all the research I've done, the most effective way I've discovered is a bullet to the head, but I understand some (especially women) prefer methods that seem less violent. I'm not going to put any specific recipes or concoctions that I have discovered but I will tell you and everyone reading that if you desire a non violent method such as SN then all you need to do is research.. it's fairly easy to find effective methods to ctb by mixing common household cleaning products that you can get at most grocery and/or home improvement stores. I found one that will cause death from one deep breath and just being exposed to the fumes causes the respiratory system to gasp uncontrollably so that once the chemical reaction starts the fumes will cause your body to inhale deeply even if the person is trying to hold their breath. So if a method like this sounds appealing then get a pen and paper and spend 20-30 minutes researching. If you ask a search engine for suicide methods then it will just redirect you to suicide prevention sites so you have to carefully word your questions so that it's asking the question in a way that seems like you're are researching for scientific evidence or answers not like you are researching to commit suicide. Good luck to you! I hope life gets better for you and you can find peace and happiness in life. I hope you can find answers that you are looking for. As hypocritical as it will make me sound, I hope you can find the hope, confidence, and courage you need to beat back the pain and misery in your life and find peace and happiness. I wish you nothing but good luck and fortunes!

 

[dearlydeparted44]

first off.. attempting suicide is a risk. If there is a 100% foolproof way for the average person to commit suicide then I'm yet to hear about it.( And I have researched different methods for decades). I know SN is a highly sought out method by many on this site but it seems to be pretty difficult to acquire now-a-days. Personally, from all the research I've done, the most effective way I've discovered is a bullet to the head, but I understand some (especially women) prefer methods that seem less violent. I'm not going to put any specific recipes or concoctions that I have discovered but I will tell you and everyone reading that if you desire a non violent method such as SN then all you need to do is research.. it's fairly easy to find effective methods to ctb by mixing common household cleaning products that you can get at most grocery and/or home improvement stores. I found one that will cause death from one deep breath and just being exposed to the fumes causes the respiratory system to gasp uncontrollably so that once the chemical reaction starts the fumes will cause your body to inhale deeply even if the person is trying to hold their breath. So if a method like this sounds appealing then get a pen and paper and spend 20-30 minutes researching. If you ask a search engine for suicide methods then it will just redirect you to suicide prevention sites so you have to carefully word your questions so that it's asking the question in a way that seems like you're are researching for scientific evidence or answers not like you are researching to commit suicide. Good luck to you! I hope life gets better for you and you can find peace and happiness in life. I hope you can find answers that you are looking for. As hypocritical as it will make me sound, I hope you can find the hope, confidence, and courage you need to beat back the pain and misery in your life and find peace and happiness. I wish you nothing but good luck and fortunes!

As pro-life as this is, I can actually agree with this. There are NO "painless" ways of dying. If you want that, then just seek loving, caring, and genuine help and let old age and natural death (if you're fortunate to achieve that) happen. Even if you choose to live, you're risking cancer, disease, or something random happening. If you're serious about catching the bus, then you'll seek out a pragmatic way of bringing your life to an end. You'll find some peace with what your life was, accept it, and you'll be clear in understanding that catching the bus is the right thing for you to do. Get clarity and understanding before anything else.

I'm not trying to talk you out of it at all. I'm not encouraging you to do it. However, if you're looking for a "painless" way to end it, then unless you've got a hook up at a clinic where you can access such a thing, asking such a thing tells me that you may not really want to go through with it. And that's okay. However, understand that there's a risk in all of it. There are risks if you attempt to catch the bus. There are risks if you choose to live. Reaching old age and dying in your sleep surrounded by "loved ones" is a rarity that few in this life will achieve. Ozzy Osbourne was surrounded by loved ones, yet he suffered greatly until his last breath. So, living isn't necessarily always the answer either.

I say all that to say that you should seek clarity and peace with what your life is and was before making such a decision. While there are relatively painless ways to log out, even though the act itself may be violent, a lot of them are inaccessible to the masses. And if you're asking such a question, then you may want to explore yourself further to find if catching the bus is right for you. I wish you peace and serenity, no matter what you choose.

 

[TooManyChances]

Starvation, but is not recommended and almost never works. Mainly because your instincts force you to eat, and if someone catches you, they will save you.

 

[wham311]

recommending ODs is bad but mostly cause you need like hundreds of pills

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Opioid od.

What state are you in op

 

[Ambien addict]

Opioid od.

What state are you in op

what kinds of opiods besides fent and herion?

Lol they sell nembutal in safe dosage in my country and it takes like 2000 pills to meet the minimum lethal amount.

Everyday I thanks Akatosh for showing me this specific post first thing in this forum.

what country? I didn't know they make it anymore?

 

[ThroughTheLight]

First, you must calm down, and second, find the best method for you. If you really want to leave, there's the car method, which allows you to breathe in CO2. But if you don't have easy access to a car, you can light a barbecue or burn coals around you while lying surrounded by lit coals. You will inhale the smoke and die from CO2 poisoning. But this needs to be done properly, without anyone to disturb you. I hope you don't commit suicide, but rather get well. If you want to talk, I'm here. Embrace your peace.

I personally don't think this is a good idea. If someone just breathes in CO2 this they will feel a LOT of pain. They would feel an overwhelming need to breathe, in a way similar to drowning. They'd feel incredibly stressed until they're knocked unconscious.

 

[roommate]

first off.. attempting suicide is a risk. If there is a 100% foolproof way for the average person to commit suicide then I'm yet to hear about it.( And I have researched different methods for decades). I know SN is a highly sought out method by many on this site but it seems to be pretty difficult to acquire now-a-days. Personally, from all the research I've done, the most effective way I've discovered is a bullet to the head, but I understand some (especially women) prefer methods that seem less violent. I'm not going to put any specific recipes or concoctions that I have discovered but I will tell you and everyone reading that if you desire a non violent method such as SN then all you need to do is research.. it's fairly easy to find effective methods to ctb by mixing common household cleaning products that you can get at most grocery and/or home improvement stores. I found one that will cause death from one deep breath and just being exposed to the fumes causes the respiratory system to gasp uncontrollably so that once the chemical reaction starts the fumes will cause your body to inhale deeply even if the person is trying to hold their breath. So if a method like this sounds appealing then get a pen and paper and spend 20-30 minutes researching. If you ask a search engine for suicide methods then it will just redirect you to suicide prevention sites so you have to carefully word your questions so that it's asking the question in a way that seems like you're are researching for scientific evidence or answers not like you are researching to commit suicide. Good luck to you! I hope life gets better for you and you can find peace and happiness in life. I hope you can find answers that you are looking for. As hypocritical as it will make me sound, I hope you can find the hope, confidence, and courage you need to beat back the pain and misery in your life and find peace and happiness. I wish you nothing but good luck and fortunes!

This house hold products thing sounds like aweful advice, why even mention that.

 

[happilyneverafter]

This house hold products thing sounds like aweful advice, why even mention that.

I mentioned it because it is a nonviolent methods. Why do you say it's awful advice?

 

[roommate]

I mentioned it because it is a nonviolent methods. Why do you say it's awful advice?

I regard this also as violent, house hold stuff is awefully painful and unreliable, if it were to be such a good option here, then why after years of this site has no one mentioned it as a viable option here?

 

[Kassender]

Im honestly considering heroin

 

[wham311]

what kinds of opiods besides fent and herion?

what country? I didn't know they make it anymore?

Oxy, but why not just f and h

Im honestly considering heroin

Hmu if serious

 

[happilyneverafter]

I regard this also as violent, house hold stuff is awefully painful and unreliable, if it were to be such a good option here, then why after years of this site has no one mentioned it as a viable option here?

Well you need to do your own research before you go telling someone something is an awful idea imo. I have done the research.. I didn't and still will not put any specific methods of exactly what chemicals to use but there are at least 4 different concoctions that I have discovered through research that will cause death in a matter of seconds (10 or less). There is one that forces you to inhale and ONE BREATH of the fumes will cause IMMEDIATE death according to everything I read. Now to each there own but taking one breath and it being over doesn't sound that bad. Now do I think If I did this method that one breath would be as pleasant as a yawn.. no. But it is still only one breath that you will only have 1-3 seconds of consciousness. Can any chemicals be mixed to cause this outcome.. no. That's why anyone wanting to try a method like this would have to do their own research.

 

[roommate]

Well you need to do your own research before you go telling someone something is an awful idea imo. I have done the research.. I didn't and still will not put any specific methods of exactly what chemicals to use but there are at least 4 different concoctions that I have discovered through research that will cause death in a matter of seconds (10 or less). There is one that forces you to inhale and ONE BREATH of the fumes will cause IMMEDIATE death according to everything I read. Now to each there own but taking one breath and it being over doesn't sound that bad. Now do I think If I did this method that one breath would be as pleasant as a yawn.. no. But it is still only one breath that you will only have 1-3 seconds of consciousness. Can any chemicals be mixed to cause this outcome.. no. That's why anyone wanting to try a method like this would have to do their own research.

I'm talking on a common sense level here, to be clear; I don't believe in some type of secret method locked behind some research.
Talking about household stuff isn't even specific, it's mentioned here all the time.
People can put them selfs into days of pain using household items.

I hope you're safe, people can be very desperate in crisis and things like these can give a false sense of hope.

 

[Tattz66]

Oxy, but why not just f and h

Hmu if serious

I'm looking to get H?

 

[Eriktf]

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