I'm too much of a coward to go through with jumping

[cookji]

But my stomach is in such bad shape that I'm also terrified of trying SN.
What am I supposed to do?
I'm feeling so depressed..

It's difficult to obtain nitrogen in my country

 

[MessyNonsense]

Jumping is nearly impossible, don't beat yourself up. It's not cowardice, it's your survival instinct monkey brain taking over. If I may ask, what's making you so depressed that you want to ctb?

 

[cookji]

Jumping is nearly impossible, don't beat yourself up. It's not cowardice, it's your survival instinct monkey brain taking over. If I may ask, what's making you so depressed that you want to ctb?

My body hurts so much..

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

Jumping is probably one of the worst method out there, unless it's into a body of water. The ticking seconds you will have to experience fall is going to be terrifying.

 

[cookji]

Jumping is probably one of the worst method out there, unless it's into a body of water. The ticking seconds you will have to experience fall is going to be terrifying.

Would falling into water be less scary than hitting the ground? Building jumps are definitely more frightening, right? Because your body gets shattered...

 

[MessyNonsense]

My body hurts so much..

I'm so sorry. Do you know the cause? Is there no treatment?

 

[cookji]

I'm so sorry. Do you know the cause? Is there no treatment?

It was caused by a doctor, so it can't be fixed.

 

[glass-petal]

i'm so sorry to hear you're suffering so much, and that that suffering was caused by medical malpractice. it must be a nightmare to deal with