Venting I'm tired.

[KattinKai!]

I'm tired of living a life I never wanted. I have little to nothing to go out the way I want to. Quick. I've dealt with enough already. I've dealt with too much. I've dealt with being held down and grabbed by my limbs, being told that's okay. I've dealt with numerous times in which people in school poked and prodded at me or straight up disrespected me, then cried when I treat them the same. I've dealt with being hit. I've dealt with being yelled at, insulted, and sworn at. I've dealt with being told to undress, my body's had too many unnecessary compliments, and my chest has been touched at one point. I've been forced into hugs by my mom, and I swore, she used to use me as a therapist of sorts. I've dealt with being told too much to the point my mind's crumbled. I'm done with life. I got nothing to live for, yet no easy way to die.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I'm tired too. I never wanted my life to be like it is. Living with Asperger's , being avoided by all even though I am good person (it's often said about me that i'm being too nice), and like that wasn't enough to be ridden with chronic multipoint pain on top of it all.