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huntressfang

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Mar 17, 2026
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Hi! I'm new to Ss, but I've viewed the site a few years ago after my partner passed away she meant a lot to me more than words can describe yet I tried for her despite the depression, despite everything in my life being so hard. What pushed this thought further was my now ex breaking up with me. It wasn't the break up that hurt it was knowing I wasn't enough and that—that just broke me because I already felt that way before, but hearing it is another thing.

I have no family really and a few people I considered friends. I don't have it in me to keep trying anymore.

I considered what I can do, but I admit I'm a coward and would like something painless.

I would love some suggestions, please.
 
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

Wanderer
Jul 3, 2024
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Welcome to ss! I'm sorry to hear you feel so bad. I don't have suggestions for you. But I do hope you can find what you're looking for. People tend to be open and friendly here and personally i've never felt like too little or too much here 🫂❤️
 
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huntressfang

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Mar 17, 2026
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Welcome to ss! I'm sorry to hear you feel so bad. I don't have suggestions for you. But I do hope you can find what you're looking for. People tend to be open and friendly here and personally i've never felt like too little or too much here 🫂❤️
Thank you so much for the warm welcome. I really appreciate that even if it's not a suggestion.
 
lilies.in.heaven

lilies.in.heaven

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Mar 26, 2025
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I'm sorry about your partner, it seems you loved her very much.

Welcome to Sasu, I hope you can find what you're looking for. You can always use the search bar when you unlock it, and browse through the pinned threads as they have a lot of information.
 

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