goodbyemylove
just existing
- Aug 14, 2020
- 10
basically, it's just me venting. i live in a small town and i've never seen the ocean. i live very far from it, and there aren't any beautiful landscapes here, or even much nature—just a small, ugly town full of trash. the nicer areas are just gated communities, and the wealthy people here live well, but i'm poor and i live in the worst place possible. i see so many beautiful places through a screen, and it makes me feel so bad because i feel like i'll never see a beautiful place in my entire life. i'll never see a breathtaking landscape, or the ocean, or anything like that. it makes me incredibly, incredibly sad. i've never even left my hometown. i barely leave my room anymore, and i haven't for years. it really hurts me,
i don't have the money to travel or anything like that. like i said, i'm very poor. so that's it, i'll die without ever having seen a beautiful landscape or the ocean. i feel sad.
i don't have the money to travel or anything like that. like i said, i'm very poor. so that's it, i'll die without ever having seen a beautiful landscape or the ocean. i feel sad.
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