Venting i'm tired and jealous

[AnonymousL]

There is a Carnival here
idk what u call it but its 3 days where people dress up in super weird shit and then drink for 3 days straight.

And here I am..
In my room. Alone.
Hearing the music , hearing people having fun with their friends.

it makes me want to ctb even more.

 

[casual_existence]

Getting drunk makes it easier to party.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Why not put clothes on and walk around or just sit and watch, blend into the atmosphere rather than participating.

I usually knock a shot or two and head out if i feel pretty shut in

 

[M1sT]

Dude, it's your golden opportunity to get some social touch! Really!
I want you to do the same and trust me, someone will surely start a conversation with you!
Sitting alone will only make it worse!
Best of Luck!

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Wasting their lives away, killing their livers, being around of fake friends, half of which probably secretly want to see them fail. Sounds like fun.

 

[allthatimsaying]

Are you from Brazil? If so, can I PM you? Only if you want it

 

[Linda]

Well, why don't you "dress up in super weird shit" too (or even just slightly different from usual stuff), and have a drink out there. (I don't recommend drinking for 3 days straight, but a couple of drinks won't do you any harm.) You might meet someone. You won't meet anyone if you stay in your room.

 

[Coffeandamug]

Same feeling, you're probably from Brazil as well. I don't have the means to go and I really, really envy normal people. This hurts like hell

 

[AnonymousL]

Are you from Brazil? If so, can I PM you? Only if you want it

From Belgium