Im thinking of the overdose jumping method

[LastDayOnEarth]

Taking a bunch of pills (or SN if I can get my hands on that) and jumping

Might reduce the possibility of being saved, although the height I'd choose would be at least 200 ft but just to make sure

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in plans, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[darksouls]

hope everything goes well for you