I’m taking small doses of SN. Ask about anything

[👁️👃👁️]

Me too. I have SN but I am so afraid I don't know if I will be able to muster up the will to do it. Especially since I have to do it outside in the woods because I live with my mother and can't afford a hotel. It will suck to have things go south and be struggling and suffering alone in the woods with no one to reach out to for help.

I'll be doing the same. I understand your frustrations. I purchased a tent.

 

[Lost Magic]

Sending light and love your way, friend. I hope you find your peace.

 

[MideonNViscera]

And what worries me is if one fails after taking 20g through no fault of their own, how are those symptoms going to feel then. 20x the headache, 20x the abdominal pain etc. The only way I would fail is if my SN from DD is somehow bad and not as pure, or if I vomit while unconscious and somehow not enough is absorbed. I wish I never saw those threads. I was very confident in my date and time, and now I'm scared more than anything. Waking up to pure illness would be hell.

It's not going to be 20x anything. That's not how pain works. There is always an upper limit.