I'm such a bad person

[kmycluisfe]

Damn I feel terrible, how can I be such a bad person

I doubt everyone, my anxiety makes me go crazy and I end up doing bad things

I'm lurking into my gf phone because I'm scared, scared as hell and now I see things I shouldn't and I'm even more scared even more anxious and want to lurk even more

I want to make her suffer because I feel like I'm too good, always enduring, always being here for her. I want to show bad things, be awful IDK WHY

I want to kill myself, I want it to end right now, I want to blow my end

Everyday I pray that a car jusy run me over

 

[kmycluisfe]

I keep being the bad one, why do I have to be like this
Why can't I just enjoy myself
She chose me and I'm such a loser

I wish I never existed in the first place