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I’m stuck in an endless cycle

underscore_nine

underscore_nine

the sweet release
Feb 17, 2023
153
one day life feels so unbearable, the next things don't feel all that bad and things feel doable. Why can't my retarded fucking brain choose one, either live or die. I hate myself for backing out like this. I'm going to do it until i'm not. I just wish i had what it takes to choose a path and go for it. That being said i have plenty of motivation to perform academically and work on side projects. Just not sure what to do anymore.
 
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wontachievehappines

Looking for ctb partner
Sep 22, 2023
66
I relate to you. My will to ctb vs live and pursue academia/ publish work is 60/40. And the days that are doable for me are when I'm avoiding my family
 
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