underscore_nine
the sweet release
- Feb 17, 2023
- 148
one day life feels so unbearable, the next things don't feel all that bad and things feel doable. Why can't my retarded fucking brain choose one, either live or die. I hate myself for backing out like this. I'm going to do it until i'm not. I just wish i had what it takes to choose a path and go for it. That being said i have plenty of motivation to perform academically and work on side projects. Just not sure what to do anymore.
