FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I wish I wasn't writing at this time, it's too late and I'm just want to sleep but instead I'm still awake. So tired of this existence and death truly is the only peace, I just want to be unaware for all eternity, I only find comfort in death. I hope I fall asleep soon. This site really is the opposite of comforting now, just a place to write down my thoughts, one doesn't even have to look far to find some kind of anti-suicide sentiment, humans do like to poison everything with their insensitivity and it's sad, I don't relate to others instead they just make me feel more alone so many of them just make me wish for death more.
And they don't take others pain seriously, it's so disgusting, they have no compassion, the suffering in this world is so real and I don't want to suffer, hopefully writing this makes me fall asleep as it's too painful to be conscious and aware. It's just insane to me how so many act like others are ill for wishing for this eternal sleep, no the true problem lies in existence, existence will always be the problem and I despise those who act otherwise, I just want sleep, I want eternal sleep to erase all the suffering existing causes.
And they don't take others pain seriously, it's so disgusting, they have no compassion, the suffering in this world is so real and I don't want to suffer, hopefully writing this makes me fall asleep as it's too painful to be conscious and aware. It's just insane to me how so many act like others are ill for wishing for this eternal sleep, no the true problem lies in existence, existence will always be the problem and I despise those who act otherwise, I just want sleep, I want eternal sleep to erase all the suffering existing causes.