FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I'm still awake, it's too late, I'm tired of this meaningless, painful existence, I just want to sleep but of course sleep won't come for me, it's so sad, I don't want to write this but unfortunately I am. Really wish I never existed, I just despise how exist, I hate life and I hate human species. Even this site is so terrible now and just like anywhere else apart from being a place to vent. Most other threads that aren't mine are just like anywhere else, so much anti-choice and insufferable content, makes me want to die more reading it, I feel so alone. So repulsive how people say pls get help on here, it's repulses me how they exact like existence is something so positive, oh i just cannot stand people like that with their hollow, empty words.
Oh well I guessI don't even belong on a website for those who want death, I don't want to relate to the people on here either, I just want to sleep instead, it's horrible to be conscious and aware and I don't want to wake again, death is beautiful there is no beauty in this evil world despite what disgusting humans say,humans are vile and shallow, it's vile how they are so anti-suicide and act like suicide is the worst thing possible even know all the suffering is as a result of existence.
So disturbing how pro-nataliats see it as acceptable to force life here, no they are commiting a horrifying crime they cause so much harm. But back to the site offtopic forum is especially awful on here, much of it is so shallow and vile as well, honestly I remember that I used to like browsing the forum a while back and reading many replies but especially not now, it got way worse ever since the site became so mainstream. No wonder I made many of my own threads. But anyway just want to sleep, I want death to erase everything, I don't want anything to do with this hellish life, I just want to never wake again, why is it too much to ask for if one doesn't want to experience anything for all eternity, there's nothing desirable about existence.
And if for some reason someone comes across this post then I don't care if it's "bad", "wrong" or doesn't fit into life worshipping beliefs that so many have, I just want to sleep and this is probably longer than anything I've written before but it's only because I'm unfortunate enough to still be awake and I don't want to be.
Oh well I guessI don't even belong on a website for those who want death, I don't want to relate to the people on here either, I just want to sleep instead, it's horrible to be conscious and aware and I don't want to wake again, death is beautiful there is no beauty in this evil world despite what disgusting humans say,humans are vile and shallow, it's vile how they are so anti-suicide and act like suicide is the worst thing possible even know all the suffering is as a result of existence.
So disturbing how pro-nataliats see it as acceptable to force life here, no they are commiting a horrifying crime they cause so much harm. But back to the site offtopic forum is especially awful on here, much of it is so shallow and vile as well, honestly I remember that I used to like browsing the forum a while back and reading many replies but especially not now, it got way worse ever since the site became so mainstream. No wonder I made many of my own threads. But anyway just want to sleep, I want death to erase everything, I don't want anything to do with this hellish life, I just want to never wake again, why is it too much to ask for if one doesn't want to experience anything for all eternity, there's nothing desirable about existence.
And if for some reason someone comes across this post then I don't care if it's "bad", "wrong" or doesn't fit into life worshipping beliefs that so many have, I just want to sleep and this is probably longer than anything I've written before but it's only because I'm unfortunate enough to still be awake and I don't want to be.
he didn't serve those nasty trashy people!! How do we find resources I'm looking everywhere I prob will end up jumping from a building or something I'm tired so tired
laughing and crying now
