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Iaminimmensepain_1

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Mar 30, 2025
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I'm in an incredibly high amount of pain that I didn't know was possible and I don't even have the reassurance of having found a method that works. I tried taking SN but it passed through my system without showing any symptoms. I don't know if this is a good thing because I can't help but think that it's the worst thing imaginable. It's hard to die but it's even harder not to. I also realised that it's really hard to find a ctb partner on her especially when you're in India and not in the us.
 
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Salkak

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Dec 9, 2021
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I'm in an incredibly high amount of pain that I didn't know was possible and I don't even have the reassurance of having found a method that works. I tried taking SN but it passed through my system without showing any symptoms. I don't know if this is a good thing because I can't help but think that it's the worst thing imaginable. It's hard to die but it's even harder not to. I also realised that it's really hard to find a ctb partner on her especially when you're in India and not in the us.
Can you please DM me the name of snd you used?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also find it so painful to exist, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
"I'm in an incredibly high amount of pain that I didn't know was possible"

i keep saying this but none believe until it happens to them

most people think the pleasure addictions watching a video , eating a sandwich are worth the worst pain . not me

life is bad
 
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