Venting I'm so stupid

[Unhumanly.]

I saw this tired and disoriented worker at the street at night accidentally bumping to something and fell down to the ground with their stuff scattered over, so my first initiation when I saw that was to approach the person and help, but then I was yelled at when I help to gather the stuff up, got called stealer and when I try to explain and clear the situation I got yelled at once more to shut up

Of course, there's just something in me that makes people picturing me in a dirty way as if I'm a person who always have a bad intentions, this kind of things doesn't happen just once, people never just see my kindness as it is, they always suspect there must be an ulterior motives behind it

and I don't know why it's always me, if other people does something kind, people just accept it and never suspicious of it, it's almost like people who need someone to save them want their savior in anything but me, why are people having such hostile view for no reason?

 

[Still here]

I am so sorry but about this.......

 

[Forever Sleep]

You aren't the only one. My Dad once helped a lady who had just been mugged, she was confused, stood up and blamed him! Luckily enough, police officers were near by and saw the whole thing and explained that my Dad was helping her.

It's so sad that we often are suspicious of people in this world. I suppose it's a defense mechanism though because some people do pretend to help but cause more harm.

It's like that saying though: 'No good deed goes unpunished'. I still think it's good that you try to help people though. Despite running the risk of them harming you. That's surely the mark of a genuinely good person.