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dannycho

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May 6, 2026
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I have SN in front of me but I'm so scared to take it. I have no other medications and didn't even weight it because I'm broke and I can't plan stuff anymore. My life is ruined because of one mistake I made and I just want to die already. If I can just do it already then I'll finally be at peace
 
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Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
432
If you're scared, don't do it. You'll just regret it. Take it from someone who survived SN, you will regret it.
 
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Snailey

Snailey

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Jan 25, 2026
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Without the medication it's going to be an extremely unpleasant time. If you're scared and having second thoughts then please stop and think about it some more, I really highly suggest you don't do SN.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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You're probably not ready. Give yourself time. You don't need to hurry.
Take care 💖
 
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babyneo1

Student
Apr 23, 2026
140
If you're scared, don't do it. You'll just regret it. Take it from someone who survived SN, you will regret it.
How much you took? How was the experience?
 

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