Venting I'm so ready to relapse

[jaycantlive]

I'm so fucking tired of all the work. I recently revised a victims of crime payment and my family drained is so fast and now they think I have infinite money. I gave them evey cent and more (I'm in 1k debt after giving everything) now all day everyday they want me to work, clean, give them money. And theure pressing me to get a job( I've been trying really hard since I learnt I wasn't getting any of the money that belongs to me) so today I broke down and cried because an employer scheduled an interview so I got excited and baught a new tidy business short to wear, they then called me and said they change their mind about the interview? I broke down after the phone call because the financial stress is so hard and I thought getting an interview would bring my hopes up but they cancelled. Idk I'm ducking loosing it and I wish I had a relationship that didn't reply on monies.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Why do you have to work for your family (I assume they're your parents?) Why did they take your money?
I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

[jaycantlive]

Why do you have to work for your family (I assume they're your parents?) Why did they take your money?
I'm sorry you have to go through this.

Unfortunately after I got my victims of crime payment they noticed I was an easy cash grab so they took it all (I'm over 20 years old) I baught them everything they wanted thinking I'd get some love in return since when I was younger all they talked about how expensive I was. So I've been applying for loads of jobs to try and get enough cash to keep them happy but since there's not much in my town they want me to take out more loans. My whole life has been about me owing them. (Incase it means something I only have one parent and their family wants all the money, I wish I had 2 parents, that's why I beg and work for family so hard)

 

[Praestat_Mori]

since when I was younger all they talked about how expensive I was.

You've never been asked to come into existence you don't own your parents anything bc they made a decision and you had absolutely no influence in this decision. You owe nothing to them imo.

I admire you how strong you are.

 

[jaycantlive]

You've never been asked to come into existence you don't own your parents anything bc they made a decision and you had absolutely no influence in this decision. You owe nothing to them imo.

I admire you how strong you are.

I really appreciate that, thank you