I’m so messed up

[openBottomJeans]

The more self reflection I do, the more fucked up i realize I am. Why the hell would I want to keep living through this? If I can't even form a genuine connection with people… omg.. :(

 

[Hollowman]

I cant connect either. It's hell.

 

[openBottomJeans]

I cant connect either. It's hell.

I hope god accepts me

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Tbh, same, the more I objectively look at myself the more I realize how worthless I am. Low intelligence, plain looks, no talent. etc. I am incapable of genuinely connecting with people too, I can't make friends or even have a boyfriend.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm really sorry, openBottomJeans~ :( I have trouble making friends irl too~ >_< it really sucks to be different from others in that way, being unable to in spite of your best efforts~ >_<
I wish you the best today, and I pray God accepts you too~ :)

 

[Hollowman]

I hope god accepts me

I'm hoping for nothingness. Being the way I am for eternity is a nightmare I can't even imagine. Good luck though.

 

[lament.]

Same, I've been doing a lot of self reflection too recently and I can't think of a possible future where I am genuinely happy, I keep trying to look at people around me as examples to see what life path they went down and how they attained a semblance of happiness but I feel like I've been stuck in stagnation for too long that I can no longer see the way out.

 

[Unknown21]

My life would be so much better if I could form relationships and deal with people.