I'm so grateful for the community on SS. It makes me feel less alone.

[heretogethelp]

I was watching masterchef australia with my mum, it's so boring. God, i hate reality tv, especially light-hearted reality TV. My mind was racing out of boredom. I remembered that amazing book by Ligotti, The Conspiracy Against the Human Race. I totally empathize, I think reality TV and positivity and optimism are a form of torture. Shoutout to WornOutLife for being an active member of this community & answering my posts!

 

[Celerity]

I really like it here too. I get a better response rate here than I do IRL.

 

[Sensei]

I agree. Here there are people who listen and they are people who know what pain is.

Are you okay? Your thoughts seem to be racing.

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

I really like it here too. I get a better response rate here than I do IRL.

Hell yeah! When I'm talking about ctb with my friends in real life they are just staring at me. No response at all.

 

[LooksAtMoonDog]

I was watching masterchef australia with my mum, it's so boring. God, i hate reality tv, especially light-hearted reality TV. My mind was racing out of boredom. I remembered that amazing book by Ligotti, The Conspiracy Against the Human Race. I totally empathize, I think reality TV and positivity and optimism are a form of torture. Shoutout to WornOutLife for being an active member of this community & answering my posts!

Yea this is such a great place, so much love for the admins who keep this place running despite all the hostility and attacks from the normies.

Also everything Ligotti, can't believe how strongly all his work resonates with me.

 

[Celerity]

Hell yeah! When I'm talking about ctb with my friends in real life they are just staring at me. No response at all.

Yeah, I'm freshly ghosted. Gotta accept that I'm alone now. What's funny is that I kept up a happy front and didn't even stray into the taboo. Still no-go, lol

 

[FuneralCry]

Yeah, this place isn't overrun with toxic positivity which most other websites are. I just think it's good to have a place where people can share their thoughts without judgement. There is unfortunately so much stigma towards suicide elsewhere.

 

[Celerity]

Yeah, this place isn't overrun with toxic positivity which most other websites are. I just think it's good to have a place where people can share their thoughts without judgement. There is unfortunately so much stigma towards suicide elsewhere.

Toxic positivity is so fucking annoying. The extent to which I can sympathize with anti-suicide messages stops at toxic positivity.

 

[Lost Magic]

I was watching masterchef australia with my mum, it's so boring. God, i hate reality tv, especially light-hearted reality TV. My mind was racing out of boredom. I remembered that amazing book by Ligotti, The Conspiracy Against the Human Race. I totally empathize, I think reality TV and positivity and optimism are a form of torture. Shoutout to WornOutLife for being an active member of this community & answering my posts!

Funny enough I miss watching crappy tv with my mum (she died a couple of years back). I didn't always like the shows but I miss the social interaction with her.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Yeah, I'm freshly ghosted. Gotta accept that I'm alone now. What's funny is that I kept up a happy front and didn't even stray into the taboo. Still no-go, lol

You can act happy for many years and hardly anyone will notice, but if you are in a low-mood for one day others may remember it for many years.