I'm so frustrated

[mofkiy]

I've been considering psh to ctb but it's still extremely hard, I'll never succeed. I wanted to settle for SN or KN, but it's basically impossible to get in my country, it's so strict, they'd question the hell out of you and would never give it to an "ordinary" person anyway. It's impossible to find in local stores, and ordering from international ones like MiC isn't a option either bcz the payment methods are completely different from what we have here. On top of it all, I'm broke. I hate it, I only want a simple and quick to die

 

[desiderium]

I'm so sorry you have to struggle with this. I wish SN was easily obtainable. It feels cruel to have a quick and simple method withheld due to infuriating restrictions. I hope you're able to find a quick, simple way to end your suffering.

 

[mofkiy]

I'm so sorry you have to struggle with this. I wish SN was easily obtainable. It feels cruel to have a quick and simple method withheld due to infuriating restrictions. I hope you're able to find a quick, simple way to end your suffering.

It's genuinely so unfair, why is it so hard to die. I wish I could just pass away during my sleep

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, there is just so much terrible extreme cruelty in how peaceful ways to cease existing are made inaccessible, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this torturous, futile existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to be gone, I just want to cease existing peacefully and never suffer in this dreadful existence ever again, I hope you find peace.