juststitches
give me something to forget.
- Mar 9, 2023
- 14
so, yea. if anyone sees or remembers the last post, i made an Instagram and tried to talk with my ex. im a fucking dumbass. i still think we can solve things, like fucking sexually assaulting me it's just "a talk" we need to have to make all this pain go away. i genuinely have the best intentions, i just want to be in okay terms with her and to make everything okay again. but maybe it's time to accept that will never happen. she'll always hate me for telling her the truth about how i feel :( and there's nothing i can do to convince her that she indeed, made a lot of harm. i deleted the messages and deactivated the account, i feel so freaking stupid. maybe im being to hard of myself, but i dont even know where the impulse came from. i don't know how but i seriously wanna improve on controlling my bpd impulses. that was such a stupid idea AGHHH im so dumb dumb stupid
