Venting im so close to doing it

[nymphojuno]

the noose is literally sitting in my closet. i can go whenever i want to. i just cant bring myself to do it.

i asked my boyfriend why he doesnt talk to me as much and he said in essence that im unbearable to be around because im so depressed. he called me insane among a few other things. ive been breaking down crying off and on all day. im so tired

 

[sugarh1gh]

I am so sorry that happened. It is hard for people to be around depressed people, but it was very mean of him to say it that way. Especially when he is not just a friend, but your boyfriend. You are not insane and it's better for him to go.

 

[SeraphsWeeping]

you're not insane for struggling. he doesn't care for you don't keep him around so he can contribute to your mental turmoil

 

[davidtorez]

the noose is literally sitting in my closet. i can go whenever i want to. i just cant bring myself to do it.

i asked my boyfriend why he doesnt talk to me as much and he said in essence that im unbearable to be around because im so depressed. he called me insane among a few other things. ive been breaking down crying off and on all day. im so tired

I totally understand how how you're feeling. My gf hates being around me too when I'm depressed. I've said it before , but I'll say it again, I think the only way depressed people can make a relationship work is by being in a relationship with someone else who is depressed unfortunately