donttellmybf2004
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- Feb 7, 2023
- 19
I have PMDD. That's my reason for ctb. I'm so close to surgery, so close to that freedom I've been chasing for half my life. And I know I should stick it out, just see how life is after I've been given treatment, but BOY it just feels like being infested with poison.
Like everything I have or want to achieve is grabbed onto and rotten down by my disorder. It's like I've got this awful program living inside me that's taking note of everything I enjoy or value, and then latches on and does it's best to ruin it.
Like everything I have or want to achieve is grabbed onto and rotten down by my disorder. It's like I've got this awful program living inside me that's taking note of everything I enjoy or value, and then latches on and does it's best to ruin it.