attheend13
There is no such thing as love.
- Oct 1, 2023
- 216
I am so overwhelmed with shame and hopelessness I can't breathe. I want to die so badly, I have nothing left in life. My life is empty. My partner has lost complete interest in me. I'm a disgusting pig and a failure and a joke. I'm a burden and I'm getting uglier and more disgusting every day alongside failing in every area of my life. Ive made an empty joke of a life and I can't find an off ramp. Im humiliated to be me. I wish I could die right now. It's impossible to sleep anymore. This is hell and I'm on fire. The pain is insurmountable. I'm so tired. I'm just so tired. I don't expect any answers. It's so overwhelming and painful I've hit no one to talk to. Not one person truly loves me. I want to die so bad.
