Venting im sick of being the way i am

[Myra_Toast]

im unlikable, n even if i try to make a better impression on ppl it doesnt change anything. ive moved 3 cities in the past 2 years for work n every time its the same. ive basically proved that i will never fit in anywhere, i hate saying that because it sounds corny but its true. i dont feel as lonley as i used to, i js feel embarrassed n ashamed of myself. i never have any plans ever n im utterly ashamed at the fact i cannot form a single friendship. i hate that its my fault. ik i could be doing a lot worse, but it js stings a lil is all.
im disgusted w myself, i wish i wasnt the way that i am, but i am

 

[EndThatSuffer]

I feel the same.
Times ago i was happy to be alone and force myself to think "alone its better" but more time pass and more the feel become heavyer.....

That world its not made for us.

 

[hati793]

Did you chose which way u should be?
I mean we do not choose our personality and behaviour, its what you have been given from the source, if you dont like it you can give it back, atleast there is option to catch the bus and end what you dont like nor can control but can end it for sure