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Elsie

Elsie

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Every Tuesday, I have my public speaking class, and honestly, I dread it so much. The thought of standing up in front of everyone makes me nervous, and it's something I struggle with every single week. Today, I feel especially tired and scared, and the anxiety about going is hitting me harder than usual. Part of me just wants to skip class and avoid the stress altogether, but at the same time, I know it's important for me to attend. I'm torn between pushing myself to go and giving myself a break, and I keep wondering... should I really skip class today? I hate life bruhhhhh! Someone just kill me pls 😭😭😭
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Every Tuesday, I have my public speaking class, and honestly, I dread it so much. The thought of standing up in front of everyone makes me nervous, and it's something I struggle with every single week. Today, I feel especially tired and scared, and the anxiety about going is hitting me harder than usual. Part of me just wants to skip class and avoid the stress altogether, but at the same time, I know it's important for me to attend. I'm torn between pushing myself to go and giving myself a break, and I keep wondering... should I really skip class today? I hate life bruhhhhh! Someone just kill me pls 😭😭😭
I took an inderal pill before each speech, it stops adrenaline, I got an A
 
Silver The Hedgehog

Silver The Hedgehog

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Sep 14, 2025
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I'm always reminded of this post lol. otherwise, what helped me unfortunately was just to endure it, after some years you just dont give a shit anymore. especially considering nobody even cares what other people say, nobody ever actually listens
 
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TheEndIsPeace

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I'm always reminded of this post lol. otherwise, what helped me unfortunately was just to endure it, after some years you just dont give a shit anymore. especially considering nobody even cares what other people say, nobody ever actually listens
This made me chuckle ngl
 
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