Venting i'm scared to fuck up

[qwert3948]

i just got into a relationship and i'm really lost and confused
i'm scared to vent to them or tell who i actually am
i don't want to destroy them just like i destroy myself
i feel bad for hiding and lying, i feel bad for feeling bad and being shitty to them
i also don't want to breakup and fuck up with them, because i know well i'm not in a good spot to date
but i also don't want to breakup because i don't want to hurt them

i want to be better but i'm scared and confused

it fucking sucks to be going through so much but not telling them anything, and having them be confused at how i feel
idk what to do

 

[IWishToDie]

i just got into a relationship and i'm really lost and confused
i'm scared to vent to them or tell who i actually am
i don't want to destroy them just like i destroy myself
i feel bad for hiding and lying, i feel bad for feeling bad and being shitty to them
i also don't want to breakup and fuck up with them, because i know well i'm not in a good spot to date
but i also don't want to breakup because i don't want to hurt them

i want to be better but i'm scared and confused

it fucking sucks to be going through so much but not telling them anything, and having them be confused at how i feel
idk what to do

It's better done sooner than later. Relationships won't heal you and dragging someone along isn't a nice thing to do. Spend some time reflecting.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

It's better done sooner than later. Relationships won't heal you and dragging someone along isn't a nice thing to do. Spend some time reflecting.

This. eventually you gotta pic one. give them a chance or stick to your ground be by yourself.