
RedHates
Professional Victim
- Jun 21, 2023
- 132
i just found out my father has been experiencing symptoms of prostate cancer...
if i lose him, i lose everything. i lose my home. i lose my safety. i lose my peace. i lose my guiding force. i lose my motivation. i lose my land. i lose my job. i lose my favorite person in the entire fucking world. everything will just come crumbling down. its making me spiral. i have to get my ass into gear to save him. no more rest days. no more depression taking over. theres no more time. im running out of time. it makes me want to die. i cant bare the thought of losing him. of losing everything. i want to go home...
if i lose him, i lose everything. i lose my home. i lose my safety. i lose my peace. i lose my guiding force. i lose my motivation. i lose my land. i lose my job. i lose my favorite person in the entire fucking world. everything will just come crumbling down. its making me spiral. i have to get my ass into gear to save him. no more rest days. no more depression taking over. theres no more time. im running out of time. it makes me want to die. i cant bare the thought of losing him. of losing everything. i want to go home...