Venting I'm relieved at the thought of suicide

[aroook14]

I'm relieved at the thought that a few moments of hanging on will finally free me from this world.
I'm, for the time being, in a psychiatric hospital and I have to lie that I feel good to get out and ctb

 

[Alexandra_]

I feel the same way. The only thing that makes me happy is that there is death

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, in this existence so torturous and futile non-existence is the only relief for me, I wish you the best.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Me too

The worst constant most unbearable constant pain is a billion times worse than the worst one can imagine

eternal Non-existence is The only way to guarantee to never suffer so badly its a trillion times worse than one can imagine

Non-existence forever is as good as the worst Torture is bad

 

[aroook14]

I understand as all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, in this existence so torturous and futile non-existence is the only relief for me, I wish you the best.

I don't really care what awaits me after death. I just want to get out asap to end my suffering

 

[Six6Sick]

The thought of suicide has literally been the thing that has kept me going for years at this moment. If it wasn't a possibility for me I'm sure I would have gone mad.
Also gl in the mental hospital. I faked to get out too lol