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burninghill

burninghill

Arcanist
Dec 2, 2025
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It makes me want to die so bad. I wish I could do nothing forever. The summer is for 5 more days and then I'm back.
I have homework to do that I haven't done aswell.

This sounds silly and kind of like a stupid problem but I mean, I'm writing on a suicide forum, I'm sure you can imagine the plethora of other things I'm going through right now.

I'm also transferring to a new course. I have to find the room, meet new people, figure out what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing.

I rarely want comfort, but I'm really struggling with this, I just don't know what I'm going to do. I wanted to die before I started uni again but it isn't the right time.
 
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