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Whenever I give up on the idea of CTB, I get nauseous

mofkiy

mofkiy

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Sep 7, 2026
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Given how complicated and hard dying is, I often find myself saying that I'm giving up and that I'll just keep living, but whenever I think of it, about my current situation, about the future, I get nauseous, and my heart starts beating extremely fast. I really need to die, I don't want to keep dealing with this, but hey what else can I do but to accept it, I just wish life was a bit easier on me, I wish everything could go back to normal
 
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