I'm really struggling and I'm desperate

[DeathSkullDude1]

I lost my cousin in April. She was only 25 years old and I've been feeling really depressed, devastated and suicidal. I know what method I want: SN. It's a matter of finding a legit site so i can buy SN and some anti-vomiting medication like Dramamine. Sorry for breaking rules if I am. I don't know if I am. but I'm not feeling well at all. I just want to CTB. I need this stuff. Will 1000g, 98% of SN on fisher sci do it for me combined with something like Dramamine?? I'm crying out for help. I can't live like this anymore.

 

[rj3542]

I'm so sorry for your loss and pain around your cousin's death. That's really hard.

Please take your time and read the the major threads on SN and the PHP when you're clear headed so you don't make a mistake and end up in ER in worse and then psych ward in worse shape. I'd also recommend reading the accounts of successful and non successful attempts. It's not a method that goes well without a lot of planning and consideration.

I don't know if dramamine will be a good enough AE. It's not one of the ones usually recommended. People use Rx AE along with propranolol for heart rate.

Don't order from a science company. They won't ship to residential address, only businesses that do something related. It's gotten very hard to get SN lately. There have been reports of wellness checks if the company suspects it's being used to ctb.

I wish for you that you find some relief and some peace from the pain and suffering. It's sounds very hard right now.

I lost my cousin in April. She was only 25 years old and I've been feeling really depressed, devastated and suicidal. I know what method I want: SN. It's a matter of finding a legit site so i can buy SN and some anti-vomiting medication like Dramamine. Sorry for breaking rules if I am. I don't know if I am. but I'm not feeling well at all. I just want to CTB. I need this stuff. Will 1000g, 98% of SN on fisher sci do it for me combined with something like Dramamine?? I'm crying out for help. I can't live like this anymore.

 

[DeathSkullDude1]

I'm so sorry for your loss and pain around your cousin's death. That's really hard.

Please take your time and read the the major threads on SN and the PHP when you're clear headed so you don't make a mistake and end up in ER in worse and then psych ward in worse shape. I'd also recommend reading the accounts of successful and non successful attempts. It's not a method that goes well without a lot of planning and consideration.

I don't know if dramamine will be a good enough AE. It's not one of the ones usually recommended. People use Rx AE along with propranolol for heart rate.

Don't order from a science company. They won't ship to residential address, only businesses that do something related. It's gotten very hard to get SN lately. There have been reports of wellness checks if the company suspects it's being used to ctb.

I wish for you that you find some relief and some peace from the pain and suffering. It's sounds very hard right now.

Am I allowed to ask what company I can order SN from? and what's a strong enough anti-vomting medication without Rx?

 

[rj3542]

Am I allowed to ask what company I can order SN from? and what's a strong enough anti-vomting medication without Rx?

We're not allowed to post sources, but this has the list of AEs. None of the OTC are strong enough.

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

More people failed without them. I don't know where you are, but many have been able to get Rx AE easily.

 

[DeathSkullDude1]

We're not allowed to post sources, but this has the list of AEs. None of the OTC are strong enough.

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

More people failed without them. I don't know where you are, but many have been able to get Rx AE easily.

I'm in the US.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Dramamine is listed in the PPH as an AE, but it is an AE of last resort. Being otc, it's only going to be as good as an otc med can be. I'd try to obtain the real deal somehow.

Fun fact: animal meds, for the most part, are the same meds humans take, just with different dosages.

 

[DeathSkullDude1]

We're not allowed to post sources, but this has the list of AEs. None of the OTC are strong enough.

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

More people failed without them. I don't know where you are, but many have been able to get Rx AE easily.

Thank you for that long article. I'll have to read that when I'm clearheaded like you said. It's got to be successful. I don't want to end up in the ER or psych ward.