Help I'm ready to get outta here. But I need help with a method

[MidwinterSparkle]

Hey, it's been a while.

A lots happened, yet, my will to die still hasn't gone away, and recently, has worsened, a story that I won't get into, but a story that's really fucked up and broke not only my trust but my will to keep trying.

And I think its time I start setting up, I wanna be out of here on or by my birthday (Nov. 18th), thing is, I don't have a method, I don't have a place or anything of the sort that'll be a decent place to jump off and be done, I don't live in New York anymore, so it's a lot harder to CTB.

Honestly, I just want something painless or something easy, like SN, but the site I saved to buy it when it was time no longer works.

So I've come back home to SS. Asking for help for a method.

 

[DeathSkullDude1]

Well. I'm trying to brainstorm CTB methods for myself. So far I have a few: overdosing on ibuprofen and combining it with alcohol; or just straight up overdose on alcohol; or overdose on water. Water intoxication is possible. Usually it's rare because it's not a conventional CTB method. It's almost always accidental. I was thinking about drinking a gallon of water in 30 minutes. I'm not encouraging any of these methods. So don't listen to me. It's just for myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting a painless way to be gone, to me it feels so cruel how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the peace you search for.