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Nikita
Apr 24, 2025
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yes i know this is my own fault but i really dont need to hear that right now, we even used protection which i know isnt a guaranteed way to prevent pregnancy, but i did everything i was supposed to do on my end and it still happened, im only 19 and im in no way at all ready mentally, physically, or environmentally ready to have it

its times like these where i really wish i had my mom but she passed away when i was 8, i know im going to get an abortion somehow (im in texas) but i plan to ctb sometime before december ends with a partner, i don't know if i should get an abortion before i ctb or just ctb, i never really expected myself to end up in this situation
 
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Mar 24, 2021
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if you plan to ctb it's best to just get the abortion beforehand. But if you want to talk, I'm here.
 
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Nov 12, 2025
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yes i know this is my own fault but i really dont need to hear that right now, we even used protection which i know isnt a guaranteed way to prevent pregnancy, but i did everything i was supposed to do on my end and it still happened, im only 19 and im in no way at all ready mentally, physically, or environmentally ready to have it

its times like these where i really wish i had my mom but she passed away when i was 8, i know im going to get an abortion somehow (im in texas) but i plan to ctb sometime before december ends with a partner, i don't know if i should get an abortion before i ctb or just ctb, i never really expected myself to end up in this situation
I'm so sorry you don't have your mom 😔. Since most attempts are simply that, attempts that don't succeed, I would decide about the other situation first. If you try to ctb & fail, you may no longer be in a position where you can have any say over what happens next.
 
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