Story I’m Out

[Dubs]

That's what I'm worried about as well. I'll definitely ask the mods not to ban me until 30 minutes after the time I take the SN and hang myself. Hopefully they can make the exception upon special request

Yeah it seems the ban could come in 12 hours?

 

[Alchemist]

But maibe she needs our help, can be a matter of life or death...
I just hope she's fine ...so sorry.

We can't do much anyway. Hopefully either she was able to call an ambulance on time or is not in pain anymore. Nevertheless, she'll be missed.

Alright, I totally understand. Also, thanks for banning Gabriel. I seriously can't express how cool the mods are here. No where else have I seen mods which care so much about their community, and doing anything they can to help the members of this forum. You're the best Alchemy ❤

Everyone please take a moment while we're processing Roxanne's fate to report @Gabriel bi.

No problem, I knew he was a prolifer jerk since the moment that his first post was a thread saying that no one really wants to ctb.

 

[Blackjack]

I'm just trying to figure out how someone can be vomiting from a suicide attempt while casually messaging online.

She was trying to keep us in the loop with what was happening to her in real-time through this potential life-changing experience. Nothing casual about that.

 

[Empty Smile]

I'm just trying to figure out how someone can be vomiting from a suicide attempt while casually messaging online.

It's happened before.

 

[Jeev1]

hope you find peace

 

[AsexualBarbieBoy]

Thank you for telling me to chill out with video games instead of CTBing. Enjoyed the brief time I spent with you on this forum.

 

[Blackjack]

I wasn't going to say it on a goodbye thread, but since this one has been basically ruined anyway I might as well. There needs to be an etiquette adopted in this type of thread that the correct response is to send your kind thoughts in a way that conveys your support and warm feelings. When someone is actually going through their method and having to deal with SI and other things, that last thing they may want to hear is "what's going on?" or "what's your method?" Personally I find it really disrespectful to the most significant thing they will ever do in their lives.

It seems absurd that this even has to be said, but you're 100% right. Common courtesy apparently isn't so common. Although the pro-lifers do a good job outing themselves on Goodbye posts.

 

[okaoki]

may you find peace .

 

[throwaway123]

It takes a lot of courage, determination and desperation to do this. I wish I had the courage.
Hope you find peace.

 

[woxihuanni]

I hope you are in peace now, it breaks my heart I missed your last goodbyes...

 

[Dawn0071111]

I wasn't going to say it on a goodbye thread, but since this one has been basically ruined anyway I might as well. There needs to be an etiquette adopted in this type of thread that the correct response is to send your kind thoughts in a way that conveys your support and warm feelings. When someone is actually going through their method and having to deal with SI and other things, that last thing they may want to hear is "what's going on?" or "what's your method?" Personally I find it really disrespectful to the most significant thing they will ever do in their lives.

Agree.... Proper etiquette for Goodbye threads
The last thing she said is she threw up. So either there was enough SN still in her system and she peacefully boarded the bus or she survived & it might be some time if so for her to return & let us know... Either way.. I wish her true peace.... I hope to follow in her footsteps soon.

 

[BPD_LE]

Damn time zones!
❤

 

[Raggas]

People still die after throwing up SN a lot of the time. My guess is she is indeed no longer alive.

 

[welshie84]

Going to miss your posts! Thank you for all your advice. I hope you find peace, much love xxx

 

[sanction]

Hope you're at peace. Will be missed

 

[Sweet emotion]

Please do not let those who hyrt you be the cause of your death and please do not let them gain power over your father or brother's life (which your suicide indirectly will lead to)

Please don't make her feel guilty for wanting to leave. She has said she's been depressed since she was a kid and that was the straw that broke the camel's back. It's very sad I know. The man who raped her should suffer until the day he dies.
Wow I guess she has gone to a better place. There really are no words.

Why are people even telling her what to do? She shared her experience with us, we dont have a say

You're right. There should be no judgement. Only support.

Everyone please take a moment while we're processing Roxanne's fate to report @Gabriel bi.

Why the hell would he say this to you? That is insane! That you're just as responsible as the man who raped her?!?!? That is absolutely cruel and wrong.

 

[arelia]

I'm sorry I missed your goodbye @Rocksandsand, I hope in the end your passing was peaceful.

 

[Nephis]

Dang it I'm late! Goodbye I never knew you but safe travels I hope to meet with you one day!

 

[Rachel74]

Appalled at how this thread turned out. Definitely need some etiquette on good bye threads. Thete is a time and place to say things and not on a thread like this.

 

[Blackjack]

Anyone else besides me keep checking the Appeals forum to see if she's back?

 

[Rachel74]

Anyone else besides me keep checking the Appeals forum to see if she's back?

Not just you I have too x

 

[SinisterKid]

Anyone else besides me keep checking the Appeals forum to see if she's back?

Yup

 

[Trainwreck]

Me too, and I only knew her very briefly (I'm pretty new here). She seemed like a genuinely kind/good person!

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

So she didn't fast and didn't do the 48hr? Lucky Girl

 

[Blackjack]

So she didn't fast and didn't do the 48hr? Lucky Girl

You're back 4Ever, hello.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

You're back 4Ever, hello.

Yeah i'm delaying til probably middle of the month or end of it. Mom's birthday on the 10th and it would be messed up to do it near her day.

 

[DeathImminent]

Yeah i'm delaying til probably middle of the month or end of it. Mom's birthday on the 10th and it would be messed up to do it near her day.

i am having same problem

 

[Jean4]

Missed this. If you are gone, sending you love and light. Please look after us.

 

[Blackjack]

So she didn't fast and didn't do the 48hr? Lucky Girl

Unfortunately we don't know what has happened with her, so we don't know whether she's "lucky" or not. I am always concerned about failed attempts ending up in the Psych ward.

 

[alexithymia]

I hope you are in a better place and that you're no longer suffering.