Story I’m Out

[ScorpiusDragon]

I've just taken the SN. It's the saltiest thing I have ever tasted. I have slight stomach discomfort but overall I feel okay

hugs

 

[TowerUpright]

Wish I could have known you better. Reading your story makes me angry at men even more.. and I'm a guy...

Peaceful journeys to you, now and in the future.

 

[Rocksandsand]

I just threw up. I'm not sure this will work

 

[Alchemist]

I just threw up. I'm not sure this will work

That's not a good sign. I hate to say this, but you should get an ambulance.

 

[noreasonsleft]

I hope I'm not too late. We never chatted but we have the pain in common. I just hope that you find the peace you are looking for and I am glad that you got to know people who really care about you on this forum. We love you and I'm sad to see you go.

 

[Stan]

Be at peace

 

[RedAlert]

Alchemist is right you should abort and call an ambulance

 

[Quinlor]

I just threw up. I'm not sure this will work

Calm down and try to think what to do next...

 

[Sadwind]

If she doesn't call an ambulance could she start to suffer? I hope she's ok.

 

[Laststop]

Shit. I hope you got it all up fast, and you're OK. 100% abort if it's even in question. Not that I know what the hell I'm talking about. Just don't want you to be hurt.

 

[Stan]

People have been sick before and still passed

 

[Blackjack]

She said she threw up, how else is she supposed to "abort"?!

 

[Thanatos]

Why are people even telling her what to do? She shared her experience with us, we dont have a say

 

[Blackjack]

should you let a rapist be the cause of your fate?

If you think you're helping, you're not.

 

[MercuryAce]

I've taken a stat dose of meto, some benzos, and an antacid. I'll be taking my SN in an hour. I feel like I need to tell my story fully here so someone knows me and how I got to this point.

Just the stat dose, not the 48 hours? That might explain the rapid gastric response. Still hoping this works out, she's been through so much already.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

I hope you still managed to get a painless death despite vomiting. If you don't and are still alive, please update us

 

[Lethe]

Her username is struck, has she been banned?

 

[ImSorryEmma]

Her username is struck, has she been banned?

Yes usernames in grey with a strike through are banned users

 

[Godofdeathftw]

@Alchemist Was she banned? Considering she very well may still be alive, I sure hope not! Can you clarify this @Alchemist?

 

[Blackjack]

Her username is struck, has she been banned?

Yes it's standard protocol when someone posts a goodbye. But damn it sure was a quick grey line thru her name. I hate that we don't know what happened after she threw up. Fuck.

 

[Blackjack]

Sorry but honestly shut the fuck up! You are partly to blame for this girl's fate and just as guilty of all the rapes she has suffered during her life. Shame on you all.

Everyone please take a moment while we're processing Roxanne's fate to report @Gabriel bi.

 

[Alchemist]

@Alchemist Was she banned? Considering she very well may still be alive, I sure hope not! Can you clarify this @Alchemist?

Rules are rules, so it was done according to protocol. she was banned but can come back and be unbanned if she choses to.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

Sorry but honestly shut the fuck up! You are partly to blame for this girl's fate and just as guilty of all the rapes she has suffered during her life. Shame on you all.

You're being super insensitive dude. This isn't a place for you to enforce your own beliefs, trying to have an influence on whether or not someone chooses to continue their existence. This is a safe place in which people can receive sympathy without criticism. I realize I'm being a hypocrite as in criticizing you, but you're directly harming the interest of people here (at least that's how I see it personally).

 

[Blackjack]

You're being super insensitive dude. This isn't a place for you to enforce your own beliefs, trying to have an influence on whether or not someone chooses to continue their existence. This is a safe place in which people can receive sympathy without criticism. I realize I'm being a hypocrite as in criticizing you, but you're directly harming the interest of people here (at least that's how I see it personally).

Agreed. Please report @Gabriel bi.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

Rules are rules, so it was done according to protocol. she was banned but can come back and be unbanned if she choses to.

Alright, I totally understand. Also, thanks for banning Gabriel. I seriously can't express how cool the mods are here. No where else have I seen mods which care so much about their community, and doing anything they can to help the members of this forum. You're the best Alchemy

 

[Quinlor]

Rules are rules, so it was done according to protocol. she was banned but can come back and be unbanned if she choses to.

But maibe she needs our help, can be a matter of life or death...
I just hope she's fine ...so sorry.

 

[Stan]

I wasn't going to say it on a goodbye thread, but since this one has been basically ruined anyway I might as well. There needs to be an etiquette adopted in this type of thread that the correct response is to send your kind thoughts in a way that conveys your support and warm feelings. When someone is actually going through their method and having to deal with SI and other things, that last thing they may want to hear is "what's going on?" or "what's your method?" Personally I find it really disrespectful to the most significant thing they will ever do in their lives.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

But maibe she needs our help, can be a matter of life or death...
I just hope she's fine ...so sorry.

That's what I'm worried about as well. I'll definitely ask the mods not to ban me until 30 minutes after the time I take the SN and hang myself. Hopefully they can make the exception upon special request

 

[Dubs]

I'm just trying to figure out how someone can be vomiting from a suicide attempt while casually messaging online.

 

[Blackjack]

That's what I'm worried about as well. I'll definitely ask the mods not to ban me until 30 minutes after the time I take the SN and hang myself. Hopefully they can make the exception upon special request

But maibe she needs our help, can be a matter of life or death...
I just hope she's fine ...so sorry.

But there's nothing we can do to help her.