I’m only happy when I’m intoxicated

[Beyond_Repair]

When I drink I get a glimpse of who I could be, calm, happy, optimistic about life. I know it's just the chemicals, but I wish I could be this way all the time

 

[Roseate]

It's such a nice calming feeling. Nothing matters but it's also what makes it dangerous.

 

[Afflicted]

I feel ya on that one. Getting a buzz just makes me a normal person. It's a slippery slope though. Normally I don't talk and internalize everything. As soon as I get some liquor in me I'm a totally different person (for the better).

 

[Beyond_Repair]

I feel ya on that one. Getting a buzz just makes me a normal person. It's a slippery slope though. Normally I don't talk and internalize everything. As soon as I get some liquor in me I'm a totally different person (for the better).

Same! I become like a totally different (better) person, it's crazy

 

[Traveller12724]

When I drink I get a glimpse of who I could be, calm, happy, optimistic about life. I know it's just the chemicals, but I wish I could be this way all the time

Oh I know that feeling all too well but it's also a one-way ticket to alcoholism when you are not careful but yeah a drink used to help, now I can't even get that from a drink so I hope to god you never lose that like I did after a while.

 

[RosebyAnyName]

I'm only ever my true happy self when I'm intoxicated on something.

If only the positive effects were permanent...