Beyond_Repair
Disheartened Ghost
- Oct 27, 2023
- 452
When I drink I get a glimpse of who I could be, calm, happy, optimistic about life. I know it's just the chemicals, but I wish I could be this way all the time
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It's such a nice calming feeling. Nothing matters but it's also what makes it dangerous.
Afflicted
I'm a priest from the underworld, Guess who?
- Feb 27, 2023
- 18
I feel ya on that one. Getting a buzz just makes me a normal person. It's a slippery slope though. Normally I don't talk and internalize everything. As soon as I get some liquor in me I'm a totally different person (for the better).
Beyond_Repair
Disheartened Ghost
- Oct 27, 2023
- 452
Same! I become like a totally different (better) person, it's crazy
Oh I know that feeling all too well but it's also a one-way ticket to alcoholism when you are not careful but yeah a drink used to help, now I can't even get that from a drink so I hope to god you never lose that like I did after a while.
RosebyAnyName
Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
- Nov 9, 2023
- 431
I'm only ever my true happy self when I'm intoxicated on something.
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