Venting I'm not strong enough

[Georgehelm]

I've been through a lot in my life from sexual abuse to bullying. I get that life is hard and it's not fair but it's been one thing after another, I've never really gotten a break or have something good happen without it falling apart and leaving me feeling even worse and I'm supposed to come out of it wanting to live? I respect people that do make it out and still want to live but I'm not that strong, I don't have anything to look forward to the best I could ever really hope for now is that I die peacefully while I'm asleep.

 

[Dayrain]

and I'm supposed to come out of it wanting to live?

I can relate, others often don't realize that there often is no logic behind their demands.

 

[Enlighten]

I've been through a lot in my life from sexual abuse to bullying. I get that life is hard and it's not fair but it's been one thing after another, I've never really gotten a break or have something good happen without it falling apart and leaving me feeling even worse and I'm supposed to come out of it wanting to live? I respect people that do make it out and still want to live but I'm not that strong, I don't have anything to look forward to the best I could ever really hope for now is that I die peacefully while I'm asleep.

I'm sorry you had to go through all that. Life really isn't fair sometimes. If you want to talk about it, feel free to DM.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is so dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence and it sounds so horrible what you've been through so I understand why you'd just wish to sleep eternally. I wish there's the option to just never wake again, it'd prevent so much suffering.