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attheendofthenight_

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Apr 30, 2026
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I don't want to be me. I want to be pretty and skinny and funny and rich and likable and strong and I am none of those things. I contribute nothing to this world and I don't want to be here anymore. I hate that im ungrateful, but I am.
 
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Nov 16, 2025
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you got what you got and you make what you can with what you got.

Probably should see a therapist or doctor if you feel this way. You're way too young to be throwing in the towel. A lot changes in a few years. Ugly birds get pretty, people inherit fortunes, men grow tall and thin out.
 

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