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Ferret77

Ferret77

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Jun 2, 2023
79
I feel so bad right now. No matter how hard I try, I'm never good enough. I'm not sure what makes me more pathetic, thinking that someone could love me, the way I love them or actually believing, that I could possibly be worthy loving at all. I feel genuinely sorry, that I always mess things up, in some way or another. And the worst part is, that I know, I can't make things better. Today I realised that the person I love the most, doesn't care at all anymore. I'm really just afraid that some people are destined to be alone, and I am one of them...
 
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FireFox

FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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Virtual hug it's human to want to be loved. I do not understand how love is an emotion associated with beauty and so romanticised when really love is a painful and be a destructive emotion if not reciprocated.

I know how you feel I have been rejected by men throughout my life and I do too feel like I am not good enough for anyone. I wish you well.
 
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Ferret77

Ferret77

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Jun 2, 2023
79
Virtual hug it's human to want to be loved. I do not understand how love is an emotion associated with beauty and so romanticised when really love is a painful and be a destructive emotion if not reciprocated.

I know how you feel I have been rejected by men throughout my life and I do too feel like I am not good enough for anyone. I wish you well.
Thank you! Indeed....Love is made up to be this huge thing, the force that's supposed to drive us and the reason for being. I hate how painfully untrue that is. The worst feeling is feeling unwanted by the person you want the most...I don't want to get attached to anyone anymore.
I hope that you find what you're looking for, whatever that is 🖤
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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Virtual hug it's human to want to be loved. I do not understand how love is an emotion associated with beauty and so romanticised when really love is a painful and be a destructive emotion if not reciprocated.

I know how you feel I have been rejected by men throughout my life and I do too feel like I am not good enough for anyone. I wish you well.
Love is either beautiful or brutally painful.
For me it was never beautiful.
 
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day

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Jun 24, 2023
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Everyone deserves to be loved OP.. I'm sorry the world has brought you so much suffering I hope you feel happiness soon.. you deserve nothing less.
 
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