Venting I’m not afraid of being lost

[disappear193]

We all wander off from time to time. It's the feeling that I've never really felt quite at home in this life. My life feels vacant. I am unsure what to do with my life. I guess I don't want to live it. I have such overwhelming, painful and raw feelings at times that I hope I can just find a way of losing myself. I am someone who thinks and feels much more than is reasonable. I hate myself for it. I believe that I will never find meaning in my sadness. That my hurt will continue to grow while I remain utterly insignificant. That I might never find myself. Thoughts like these often keep me up at night. I punish myself for my whole life, my whole life I punish. And in the end my life will amount to nothing.

 

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dont hate yourself your a good person and i hope youre gonna feel alot better about yourself very soon!
your life is not vacant even if you think it feels like it
coming from sky!! me!!!

 

[disappear193]

dont hate yourself your a good person and i hope youre gonna feel alot better about yourself very soon!
your life is not vacant even if you think it feels like it
coming from sky!! me!!!

love u

 

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love u

i love u too and you should be more positive about yourself, dont let people or anything be negative to you, you dont need it.